习惯习惯

很多时候，习惯并不代表什么，只因为，习惯了习惯

习惯每一天戴上已戴了5 年的好友戒指

习惯用4年前，前男友送的杯来冲咖啡

习惯戴上第一次在两年前买稍微昂贵的手表

习惯开灯，播音乐才可以睡着

习惯我的右手除了戴上手表和戒指，还要戴上手链

习惯在伤心的时候听伤心的歌

习惯每一天都一定要喝一杯咖啡

习惯每次看向以前曾经住着黄金猎犬的家

习惯床上所陪伴我的毛公仔

习惯每一次喝咖啡，都有幸福的感觉

习惯我房间的摆设

习惯报纸从尾页开始看起

习惯回房睡时疼我的宝贝狗

习惯被巴黎铁塔吸引

习惯了香草的味道

习惯睡觉前说晚安

习惯泪在忍不住地时候，流下

习惯害怕习惯

Vintage is my name

Yay~~ is Vintage outfit time again

Previously I had intro my way of being Vintage in Malaysia...the tone down way...which you can read it here 

Feedback was not bad and all and I thought maybe I can share more as the vintage trend is still going on...which I am so much in love in that...

So...yes...I've been buying lots of things with vintage style...and this is so far by most my favorite mix and match I had done!!

Seriously I was soooooooooooooo excited when I match this 2 piece together...I just cant stop smiling! Cause its the perfect match!!! (syok sendiri)

Top (RM49.90 with necklace) stall at Sunway Giza)
A very simple top yet with unique cutting and design. Love it cause it looks flowy, so far dont have any top with this kinda design. I decided to tuck in as the skirt is flowy too. Dont wear both flowy things as it will looks very weird (as what are shown at the left side of the picture) if you dont wanna tuck in the top, wear something tighter.

Skirt (RM43 - from website)
Alot of people said this skirt I borrow from santarina....that makes me so worry I cant find anything to match man! Luckily I found the perfect match for her!























I just cant get over Vintage yet! just like Im so obsess with Eiffel Tower..LOL...more to come!!


PS: to my lovelies, I'm still in recovery stage but am doing better compare to last few weeks. Thanks for the comments and concerns...I dont want my blog to be half dead so I will keep on posting! keep supporting yo~

Dreaming In Vanilla

Since I'm still not in the 'mood' of writing so much (and enough of writings during working time) I shall just post some photos from the latest shoot I went...

Yes, after so many years, I get to 'work' with ShinChan again~ LOL...He once photoshoot me before I went to Australia last time, I guess its like 7 years ago? let u take a peek one of the photo we took last time

LOL...so ugly! gosh...I think I look younger now! why ah? haha

okok..enough of ONE of the ugly photo..lets enjoy and comment comment my new photos aight!


this is definitely my favorite, I never knew I can take a nice pic even from this angle...photographers mmg geng!

2nd faovorite pic from Shinchan...I take this is one of those moment while I just finish fixing my fringe and I guess this happened to be one out of 200 that is nice wan, LOL...just jk

some other photos that edited and by the photographers

Can any of you guess that what brand of socks I'm wearing?? (scroll down for answer)
























NO ANSWER

LOL...I'm just joking la...its Nike actually..how many of you actually notice that?

Oh! for sure Im not gonna forget to mention there's another photographer too during that photoshoot...first time shooting with him...


He asked me to act cute -.-

 and this is what a 26 years old lady can do for him...hahahaha

love this pic too...good pose for selling the top :p

no doubt that he definitely can capture the moment, the feel I actually hoping for..in a photoshoot

and this is my FAVORITE pic!!! love it sooooo much!! 

That's all so far from them. Actually I though wanna wait until they give more pictures first but I just cant wait to share with you all!!!

Hope you all enjoy the pictures...I mean the photograph skill k not me XP

Now I hoping more photoshoots to come! and definitely will share on my blog again....till then~~ lots of fashion posts coming up ^^

End of Chapter 5 第五章.结束

Didnt mean to neglect my blog for weeks, but too many things and dramas happened for this few weeks...
并不是不想更新我的部落格，只是最近太多事情发生

Am so tired..physically and mentally...
身心都累了。。。很累。。。

It somehow linked to the previous post I've blogged.

Point of writing this post...I dont know...I'm half dead, I dont want my blog to be the same. Although words are the only way I can express and explain myself, but...maybe not this time...or at least not now...or maybe never......
写这篇文章的原因，我也不懂。我已经半死了，不想让我的部落格跟我一样。虽然文字是让我发泄，表达我自己的通道，可是这次并没办法表达，也许近期或说，或永远不说。

I'm always that kind of person that doesnt like to explain anything, especially for myself. Because I think that if that person know me well or close to me they should have know what kind of person I really am, if those who dont know mean they are not close, therefore I dont think its necessary to explain further.
我就是这样，我不喜欢把我自己的事情解释，因为我觉得认识或跟我很亲的人会了解我是怎样的人，那不必解释他们也会懂我。既然不了解的话，就继续误会下去，因为我觉得没有必要跟和我不熟或不了解我的人解释。

A chapter has ended, perhaps. What can be stay with me...its only the memories...
结束了，也许。回忆，是唯一我能保留的。

十字路口

站在十字路口寻爱。
路人帮我年了旁白，
以为都得遇到阻碍，
因为不能留在原地徘徊，

十字路口的阴霾，
迷失，喜欢看着影子的存在。
喜欢捉迷藏的无奈，
最后选择崇拜大概。

已受够了这种对待
选择了错误的路牌
是否还能右拐
好让我迷失在以前的悲哀

这是一个错爱
我将这事实一直掩埋
沉淀在这溺爱
等着人救我出来

Be on Mag

This happened few months back but it will always be a memorable experience for me...which is to be on mag!!!

Seriously...if you ask me whether I prefer to be on TVC or Print Adv, I definitely choose print adv. Maybe is because I just love to take pictures, and I felt tat its easier...and TVC seems to take longer time than a photoshooting..that just my own POV la...

So yea...I was so lucky to be one of the reader/winner to be featured on Ray Magazine (Malaysia)

I think you can guess what is the theme by our dressing rite ^^

Love the style of my hair! so yeng~~ this is the first style

first ourfit~ so christmas yeaa

I love the 2nd outfit!!!!














































and my last outfit and hairstyle~~ wit one of the pretty model~~ 21 years old...so young!!











































and SUPER GORGEOUS JOSHEEN happened to have her shooting at another studio nearby...so happy to see herrrr!!






















this is the first photo they took..and we are done with my part! LOL...thats why I said I love photoshooting :D

2 other readers ...we acting..macam in print adv rite...LOL

awwww...I missed photoshootssssss...Hope there's more chance to come...

Oh...I've just done a photoshoot with my friend...will post in my blog once I've got all the pictures...till then my lovelies~~

Vintage in CNY way

Sad sad...everyone sure very sad now cause our lovely chinese new year holiday dah habis. It mean its time to get our ass back to work >.< and no more ang pao to collect >.< LOL

Oh well, dont be sad...I bet you all had a fruitful CNY for the past few weeks...dont you?

Mine...been the same routine for almost every year...and one of the same routine that always happen during CNY is that I only meet this old friend once a year during CNY (LOL, sure kena scold by him if he read this)

Yes...not joking...I know this friend for more than 10 years and he is just like my brother d. BUT I think he wanna be low profile so I am not going to post his picture here.hahaha

Since its Tuesday and I took a day off (because bai tian gong the day before) I suggested to go Pavillion! its been a while I didnt go pavillion d due to avoid the traffic jam >.<

I know I am outdated, but yay~ at last I got to take pics with the bears~

and to visit the tokyo street...I thought very big wan mana tau ...

Then we went to Ben's for lunch...

and this so called photographer wanted to take the pics like this...hahaha




































this pic was taken by him too...






















after Pavillion I went to Sephora...love the one in SG..so big I can shop in there for hours...this is kinda small...hopefully they will open another bigger branch at somewhere in PJ!!

bought vanilla body wash and scrub! LOVE IT!

Oh well...there goes one of my CNY day...but at least its not the boring one!! *happy* 

Outfit of the day....

Been shop a lot of vintage clothes...wanted to try out the really extreme wan like those from Japanese magazines..but trying tone down as Malaysian cant accept it -.- I dont wanna attract attention...I am serious..they even look at my socks -.- 

Top (RM50+ - Kitschen)

Its love at first sight...haha.I know I've been using this for quite some time. But I really love this top when I enter the shop...I was like OMG! I love this! at first I thought maybe I can get this from online website cause its cheaper. But come to think of it, the quality its not as good, and I think around RM50 its really worth it by the cutting and the quality esp the sleeves. So......I bought it..but I have no regrets!

Pants (RM25 - Pasar Malam Tmn Megah)

Have been wearing this to work and now for casual too~ this wan big butt small but also can wear. By having he A line cutting, this high waist pants can make our waist look smaller and the butt look just nice~

Belt (come with a vintage shorts...will show one of my new vintage outfit very soon^^ )

Yea I know some of you already seen this top for dont know how many times d..but I still love it..LOL~

more new vintage outfit to come~~ stay tune~~